Heidi and I tend to push our abilities to the limit. Recently I’ve learned that this is a tactic to be used in short controlled bursts. When you ride the edge at all times, you WILL fall off and something bad will happen. Well, nothing bad has happened yet, to me, but my brain feels as if it is short circuiting, I started smoking again, and drinking a fifth of scotch seems appealing. Life is moving way too fast for us right now. Time to take a break. First thing tomorrow I am scheduling some off time to get a friggin grip. Sheesh!