Well, we just got news that Heidi isn’t pregnant again. Looks like we’re going to have more trouble than we thought. Let me clarify. Before now we were told we would have trouble. Today, we told we would have MORE trouble. ::sigh::

Recent events make it real difficult to be positive about anything. The last 12 months have been the worst of our life. What’s even more horrible, is that every year for the past three years, I have said, “Damn honey, this has got to be the worst year yet!”

So, if there is a higher power, and he/she is listening and has an internet connection :), I hope they find mercy and give us a chance to rebuild and catch our breath. The days ahead look pretty grim.

There is one last glimmer of hope: my job interview in northern AZ. If that goes well, then we will at least have not only a foundation to build upon, but get to move to the town we want to end up in. Do a shot for me boys, and pray to whatever god you pray to. We need all the help we can get.