I’m sure all of my readers (work with me, pretend I actually have readers) who know what ‘Spacely’ truly is have read the numerous news articles in circulation right now. I won’t go into specifics in the interest of sticking with the contract where were cannot say for whom we work… Anyway, things at Spacely are really in flux right now. Unlike the last time things were in flux and felt uncertain, I’m not as bothered by it this time. I suppose I’m bothered enough to seek out some “Blog Therapy”, but whatever.
It’s not like the last time where I knew three months in advance and had to keep it secret. God, that sucked. I’m glad I’m not in a position like that again. Don’t get me wrong, there is nothing certain right now about the future of Spacely. Nobody has come out and said the days are limited or anything — which is probably why I’m not as bothered as the last time — but the floorlore and rumormill is crackling. Whatever, I’ve learned in my eleven years with the company to not lend much attention to the local scuttlebutt.
The thought of seeing my end of days at Spacely, however, has spurred some much needed juice into me, and that really is the point. :) I’m feeling like working more. I’m feeling juiced up to start writing again. I figured this blog is a good place to begin. Then I can start pretending I’m some kind of author or something again! ha! I took a look at some of my past work, and HOLY BLOODY FUCK I sucked!! hahahahah I don’t know if that means my skills have improved since then, or that I’m just not wasted 24/7 anymore…. hahahahha
I want to start more entrepreneurial endeavors! Heidi will be very glad to hear about that. ;) Maybe I should tell her I want to get into Daytrading again!! Cuz I was so good at that! Or start another online sales business. ;) hahahah Kidding of course..
The point is, I’m juiced up baby!! This feels great! Hopefully this feeling will last more than a day or two. ;)